Gods and Dogs
On Clothes, Costumes and Bandages -
We are born naked – with no protection to face life –
First clothes we experience are diapers (If we are lucky).
Later on, we are dressed in anything, which is given to
us, forced upon us, or which we have inherited from older
brothers or sisters. They protect us from sun and cold and
they cover our nudity.
Later in life, we try to influence the way our body is covered
by begging and screaming, to convince our parents or foster
parents, to supply us with clothes, which would help our self
esteem, or at least give us a slightly dignified look, providing
us with some respect from a highly critical and often merciless
circle of children surrounding us.
Later, when we are able to pay for our own clothes, we
face more difficulty, as we must start making our own
choices, and we begin to understand, that by covering
our body in different ways, we can enhance or even change
our personality, and by doing that we can also change our
standing within the society we live in. Unfortunately, we are
not well enough equipped to face these challenges. It all
becomes a very intriguing but often deceitful undertaking.
We are easily seduced by trends and fashion, influenced
by friends, lovers and family, or made to abide the rules of
religions, beliefs, sexual orientation and other convictions.
Later in our lives, we encounter illness (mental or physical),
when we have to dress our wounds of life (mental or physical)
when our body (physical or spiritual) cannot support our daily
routine, we need clothes which enable us to do this.
The clothes, (all kinds of supports, bandages, old age diapers
etc.) which we put on whenever we are ill, injured or disabled,
reveal to everybody, that we are vulnerable, so we are actually
an easy prey, easy to be taken advantage of, or be targeted
and attacked. But this state of vulnerability might also create a
more unusual circumstance under which this garment represents
a certain kind of “stigma” or some sort of a “symbolic” value,
elevating us to higher spiritual grounds (the loin cloth of Jesus,
the shroud of Gandhi or the clothes pilgrims would wear on their
journey….).
Dancers love to dress in rags. Their daily wear is of great
psychological significance and has much to do with their
individual superstitions. No matter how casual their outfits
look, they are never chosen by chance. They hide or reveal
their body as well as their momentary mental, physical or
emotional state allows them.
In the community of artists, dancers always appear to be
the fittest – physically and mentally – but the contrary is
true. They are more prone to injury – mental, physical or
emotional – than any of their artistic colleagues, because
they are obliged to exhibit their own body as a work of art !
Surely, I don’t reveal any great secrets, when I say, that
none of us was born perfect. We inherit physical strength
and resilience , but also weaknesses, or our mental capacity
with all its loopholes - inevitably our emotional armoury will
reveal cracks, but - we all must live with this heritage from
the moment we scream for the first time, until silence.
In the course of our life, psychological twists and turns,
acquired or inherited and illnesses will become our constant
companions. And then - suddenly - after having breathed
so much life, after being inspired by so many adventures,
after being intoxicated by so much living - suddenly, we
are declared sick, ill, deranged or dysfunctional.
It is this border, between “normality and insanity”, between
“health and sickness” and all the norms which determine
the one or the other, which fascinates me.
It can be diagnosed at any moment of our life. But where
is exactly this moment, which will ultimately push us over
the invisible border into the dark world of insanity and
illness, and who will be the "Determinator....?"
It is more than clear to me that I am not the first or the
last person to ask these questions, and I think that every
emerging generation should re-examine and redefine the
borders and the twilight zones of insanity and illness.
But regardless of the borders, within which these human
conditions will be confined, surely no positive developments
can ever be accomplished without the help of a healthy
portion of madness.
Jiří Kylián - The Hague, November, 2008